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这夜，完颜太后睡的不安稳，彷佛是做了恶梦，惊醒後就无法再入睡。 这是在太后的梦里记得最清楚的话，说这话的不是别人，正是她最疼ai最思念的皇孙啓枢。 梦里的小啓枢不断埋怨她将紫曦指婚给啓桓，她疼ai啓枢，b疼任何一个皇孙还疼ai这个孙子，因此她的心里决定，若是有一天啓枢出现告诉她要紫曦做自己的媳妇，并且紫曦也愿意，那麽她一定会不顾一切地成全他们，这也是她并未让啓桓与紫曦大婚就圆房的原因之一，一方面，她只是希望藉由这个婚礼让啓桓忘掉叶赫那拉家的nv孩，只要夫妻两人相处和睦，圆房也是迟早的事，她也明白时代毕竟已和从前不同，除非是不得已，她实在也不愿b着孩子们。 一早，皇室成员们皆穿着正式服装举行中秋贺礼仪式，接着就前往宗庙举行祭礼，几乎忙碌了一整天，下午总算能稍做休息，再来就是准备晚上的中秋晚宴了。 「这是太子妃嫁入g0ng里参与的第一个庆典，今天想必累坏了吧？」太后满脸慈ai的看着紫曦说。 「新奇？」 「太子妃还真的会说话呢。」太后满意的点着头，就看着紫曦与啓桓说道，「能看到你们和睦相处，这是再好不过的事，也让哀家放心了不少啊。」 「下个月就是二阿哥十八岁的生辰，皇帝是不是也该给二阿哥册封爵位了呢？」这时太后突然将话题转移到啓枫身上。 「那麽，要不要顺便办婚礼呢？啓枫也到了该成亲的年龄了啊。」皇后接着说。 「也对。」太后看着啓枫，「不知二阿哥心里是否有中意的人呢？若是有，就让你在封爵後准备婚礼，届时可能会忙碌一阵子。」 「有。」啓枫说。 「哦？是哪家的格格？」 宣和七年十一月十号 当晚，在他预料之中，他的太子哥哥啓桓来到了他的未央g0ng。 「哥，你是不是有什麽事想说？」啓枫平静的看着啓桓。 啓枫低头沉思了一段时间，「我想先听听你打算怎麽做？」 「事情不会这麽顺利的。」啓枫摇摇头，「首先，光是和太子妃离婚这件事就很困难，现在不只在皇室，甚至在民众的心目中太子妃是完美的，她的声望甚至b你这个太子还高。」 「所以你和太子妃要离婚，但 「你的意思，是要我瞒着长辈们？」他知道提出和太子妃离婚必会引起轩然大波，但他怎麽也没想过要用这种欺瞒的方法，他要正大光明的和云漪在一起。 看着啓桓似乎已同意自己的建议，啓枫露出了个啓桓未查觉的狡黠笑容。他明白他这位太子哥哥一心一意只想和叶赫那拉家那nv孩在一起，因此他的意见啓桓百分之十是会听的。现在只要把啓桓送出国，接下来就剩他那亲ai的侍卫堂哥和太子妃了。 「那老头还在外面？」 「回王爷，霍爵爷现在还在外头候着。」 今天是假日，一早侍卫便向他通报霍丞要求见他，不用想也知道这老头的来意，这早就在他的预料之中，册封亲王後，这老头肯定会有所行动，只是早晚的问题。无所谓，他压根儿没把霍老头看在眼里。 「让他进来吧。」若不是想赶紧把事情给解决掉，那老头就算冷si在外面他也懒得管。 不久，在侍卫的带领下霍丞被带到大厅，啓枫就坐在这儿等着。 「都下去吧。」冷声吩咐着。 「不知霍子爵此时入g0ng有什麽事？」很明显地故意装做不知道霍丞一早就等候在外的事实。 说到底还不都是为了他那个宝贝nv儿敏佳。 若是啓枢阿哥倒还好，但这啓枫阿哥就…… 霍丞这时不得不承认，他确实是挺怕这小子的。 好b此刻，在啓枫寒凛的注视下，他还是得y着头皮将准备许久的台词说出来。 「说下去。」几乎是命令道。 呵……这个白痴。 「这个……微臣已和那名记者谈过，劝他不要写这篇报导，但是……」 「小的实在是没有立场……但是……如果是身为王爷的丈人……」 「所以你现在是在威胁我？」 「如果不想太难堪，在我把禁军叫来把你轰出g0ng廷之前，你现在马上给我滚。」既然已确认这老头的念头，不再给他说下去的机会，啓枫毫不留情面的赶人。 霍丞狼狈的离开g0ng廷，两天後霍丞被以对皇室不敬之名废除子爵之位。 「最近累坏了吧？虽然不是大婚，订婚仪式也是很累的。」 兰熙摇头，甜甜的笑道，「不会啊，有姊姊来陪我，我一点都不觉得累。」 「姊姊……」兰熙瞬间脸红。 「不管怎麽样，能够幸福我都会为你高兴的。来，这个给你。」紫曦从手提袋里拿出两条围巾，一条粉红se，一条暗红se，两条围巾的角落还各别绣上了l-c和q-f的英文字，那是兰熙和啓枫的名字英文缩写。 「谢谢姊姊。」兰熙满心欢喜的收下，即使每年都收得到姊姊的礼物，但每次收礼物的心情都像第一次拿礼物的心情一样开心。 「嗯。」兰熙点头，将紫曦送的围巾抱在怀里，「啓枫哥晚一点会来。」 兰熙心想，有这麽疼ai她的姊姊，还有ai她的啓枫哥，她真的觉得好幸福，就是有着这样的幸福感支持，这阵子的辛苦又算得了什麽呢？是如此突然的宣布订婚消息仍是让她吓到了。 啓枫这段告白，不只深深感动了兰熙，也让一向给民众感觉神秘冷酷的二阿哥啓枫获得了“深情王子”的封号，人气也一夕之间b皇太子啓桓高出了许多。而即将成为皇室准王妃的兰熙，因为与太子妃紫曦是亲姊妹的关系，更是成为众所瞩目的焦点，八卦媒t也免不了的要将这两位妯娌加上姊妹的皇家媳妇b较一番。就目前媒t所做的民调来看，皇太子夫妇受到较年长一辈的民众喜ai，他们认为形象端庄聪慧的太子妃紫曦拥有作为一国之母的条件。而颖亲王这对准新人有如王子公主般地结合，则是让许多年轻人羡慕不已。 「姊姊，等会儿就一起吃晚餐吧。」 姊妹俩又聊了一会儿，直到啓枫来打了个招呼紫曦才离开。 出了兰熙的屋子，一gu冷飕飕的寒风迎面吹来，今晚很冷，但紫曦还不想这麽早回g0ng，因此兴起了逛西花园的念头，若她记得没错，别g0ng的花园里有一处种满了和承德别墅一样的菖兰花丛，虽然是冬天但也会被悉心照料着，所以她决定前往看看。 前往别g0ng花园途中，紫曦低头看了一眼手上的手提袋，想起了一件事，於是拿出手机拨了一串号码── 紫曦清脆的声音与温煦的笑容仍停留在苍尧的脑海里。 抚0着桌上那条蓝se围巾，他的心又不禁紧缩。 苍尧在心里不断问着。 啓枫的话没错，戊寅事件让他失去的岂是三言两语可道尽的？爸爸、妈妈、童年的快乐、幸福、甚至是皇位继承权…… si去的父母亲是不可能再重生，时光也不可能让他再回到g0ng变前的无忧童年，而使他失去一切的就是皇位，也因此他更无心争取皇位继承权，至於紫曦…… 所以，他只能选择以现在的身份──颖亲王的贴身侍卫，默默的守护他的至亲……默默的陪在紫曦的身边。 我还记得去年的今天， 今年少了你在我身边，除了无限的思念，还是无止尽的思念！ 不知你对我的思念，是否就像我对你的思念一样的深呢？ 这样，就可以让你感受到我对你的思念。 或许在别人的眼中，贵为这个国家的皇太子，倍受尊宠，又有个美丽聪慧的太子妃为妻，我应该是该满足的，但这一切的名利权位对我来说，都不能与跟你在一起相b，这才是我此生的心愿啊。 我一直以为自己可以忍，忍到与你再次重逢的日子。 你可知道，这段见不到你的日子，不能将你拥入怀的日子，我有多难过？ 究竟何时才能再紧紧地抱住你呢？ 如果不能跟你一起，我的人生将会是灰暗的、没有意义的。 啓桓盯着电脑萤幕，认真的将信件打完後寄出，写信给云漪，是他每天必做的事。 重逢的日子是何时呢？ 啓枫已经封为亲王，这就代表他和紫曦的约定可以实现了。 虽然如此，但是在还未真正在一起前，他终究是要藉由思念着她度日。 是两条围巾，一条白se、一条淡紫se，还附了一张粉橘se纸条 这两条围巾是我的一点心意， 耶诞快乐 看完纸条的内容，啓桓浅浅一笑，心里仍旧带着无奈。 这段日子相处下来，他真的把紫曦当做贴心的朋友，甚至亲人。 ???「???母???亲???…???…???」??在???景???祺???g0ng???才???明???白???刚???才???只???是???在???做???梦???。 ???「???母???亲???，???您???想???对???我?????什???麽???呢???？???」 ???第???二???天???，???由???苍???尧???陪???着???，???两???人???来???到???她???母???亲???的???墓???地???。 ???本???来???她???是???打???算???自???己???来???的???，???也???不???知???是???什???麽???原???因???，???临???出???门???前???她???突???然???想???到???苍???尧???，???虽???然???明???白???有???所???不???妥???，???但???她???仍???是???拨???了???通???电???话???给???苍???尧???，???在???电???话???里???没???明?????，???只?????希???望???他???陪???她???到???一???个???地???方???。???接???到???电???话???的???苍???尧???并???未???多???问???，???也???没???有???拒???绝???，???很???快???地???前???往???与???紫???曦???相???约???的???地???方???，???陪???着???她???来???到???她???母???亲???的???墓???地???。 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???只???是???，???她???不???由???得???想???起???在???承???德???别???墅???的???某???个???早???晨???，???苍???尧???在???梦???里???哭???着???唤???他???父???母???的???情???景???，???那???模???样???让???她???心???疼???，???他???的???过???去???是???什???麽???样???的???遭???遇???呢???？???原???本???想???问???啓???枫???，???啓???枫???却???是???用???一???种???古???怪???的???神???情???看???着???她???。 ???苍???尧???别???开???眼???，???沉???默???了???一???阵???，???并???非???不???想?????，???而???是???在???思???索???要???如???何???开???口???。 ???「???这???样???吧???，???等???你???想?????的???时???候???随???时???来???找???我???，???我???很???乐???意???当???你???的???听???众???，???这???… ???「???我???陪???你???去???…???…???」 ???望???着???紫???曦???的???背???影???，???一???gu???怪???异???的???感???觉???涌???上???心???头???。 ???“???啪???！???” ???转???过???身???，???只???见???紫???曦???就???站???在???不???远???处???，???发???出???清???脆???的???笑???声???。 ???他???怎???麽???可???能???不???对???紫???曦???心???动???？ ???又???一???颗???雪???球???落???在???他???身???上???，???他???这???才???回???神???。 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