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???云???漪???惊???奇???的???看???着???紫???曦???，???原???来???紫???曦???一???直???知???道???自???己???的???顾???虑???，???她???是???真???心???的???把???紫???曦???当???朋???友???，???因???此???她???的???潜???意???识???始???终???告???诉???自???己???，???无???论???啓???桓???如???何???ai???她???，???但???终???究???他???与???紫???曦???是???夫???妻???身???份???，???所???以???假???如???有???天???他???们???对???彼???此???有???了???感???情???，???那???麽???她???会???退???出???的???，???然???而???紫???曦???今???天???告???诉???她???这???件???事???是???真???的???还???是???只???是???要???令???她???安???心???呢???？ ???看???着???云???漪???望???着???自???己???手???上???的???链???子???，???再???以???充???满???疑???问???的???眼???神???看???着???自???己???，???紫???曦???只???是???微???笑???不???语???。 ???云???漪???点???点???头???，???看???着???众???人???，???最???後???的???目???光???则???是???停???留???在???啓???桓???身???上???。??有???你???们???这???些???好???朋???友???，???我???真???的???感???到???很???幸???福???。???」?????到???这???里???，???云???漪???看???了???紫???曦???一???眼???，???「???那???麽???，???我???走???了???，???你???们???也???都???要???保???重???。???」 ???再???看???着???大???夥???儿???，???云???漪???就???这???麽???带???着???啓???桓???的???ai???、???紫???曦???的???祝???福???、???众???人???的???友???谊???，???依???依???不???舍???的???离???开???了???。 这夜，完颜太后睡的不安稳，彷佛是做了恶梦，惊醒後就无法再入睡。 这是在太后的梦里记得最清楚的话，说这话的不是别人，正是她最疼ai最思念的皇孙啓枢。 梦里的小啓枢不断埋怨她将紫曦指婚给啓桓，她疼ai啓枢，b疼任何一个皇孙还疼ai这个孙子，因此她的心里决定，若是有一天啓枢出现告诉她要紫曦做自己的媳妇，并且紫曦也愿意，那麽她一定会不顾一切地成全他们，这也是她并未让啓桓与紫曦大婚就圆房的原因之一，一方面，她只是希望藉由这个婚礼让啓桓忘掉叶赫那拉家的nv孩，只要夫妻两人相处和睦，圆房也是迟早的事，她也明白时代毕竟已和从前不同，除非是不得已，她实在也不愿b着孩子们。 一早，皇室成员们皆穿着正式服装举行中秋贺礼仪式，接着就前往宗庙举行祭礼，几乎忙碌了一整天，下午总算能稍做休息，再来就是准备晚上的中秋晚宴了。 「这是太子妃嫁入g0ng里参与的第一个庆典，今天想必累坏了吧？」太后满脸慈ai的看着紫曦说。 「新奇？」 「太子妃还真的会说话呢。」太后满意的点着头，就看着紫曦与啓桓说道，「能看到你们和睦相处，这是再好不过的事，也让哀家放心了不少啊。」 「下个月就是二阿哥十八岁的生辰，皇帝是不是也该给二阿哥册封爵位了呢？」这时太后突然将话题转移到啓枫身上。 「那麽，要不要顺便办婚礼呢？啓枫也到了该成亲的年龄了啊。」皇后接着说。 「也对。」太后看着啓枫，「不知二阿哥心里是否有中意的人呢？若是有，就让你在封爵後准备婚礼，届时可能会忙碌一阵子。」 「有。」啓枫说。 「哦？是哪家的格格？」 宣和七年十一月十号 当晚，在他预料之中，他的太子哥哥啓桓来到了他的未央g0ng。 「哥，你是不是有什麽事想说？」啓枫平静的看着啓桓。 啓枫低头沉思了一段时间，「我想先听听你打算怎麽做？」 「事情不会这麽顺利的。」啓枫摇摇头，「首先，光是和太子妃离婚这件事就很困难，现在不只在皇室，甚至在民众的心目中太子妃是完美的，她的声望甚至b你这个太子还高。」 「所以你和太子妃要离婚，但不能公开离，至少在你出国前不能让长辈们知道。再来，你要以留学的名义出国，而且不能去奥地利，你总不会以为你要出国，长辈们不会调查叶赫那拉家那nv孩在哪个国家念书吧？要是让长辈们查到你要去的国家她也在那儿，我想你恐怕也是去不了的。」 「现在也只有这个方法不是吗？」啓枫提醒着，「别的先不说，太子妃就快满十八了吧？你们……还没圆房不是吗？」眼见啓桓脸se一变，他又继续说，「总之，我可以帮你想办法，只是你自己要再想清楚，如果真想和那nv孩在一起，有些难关是你们必须要面对的，没有十全十美的事。」把啓桓送出国，接下来就剩他那亲ai的侍卫堂哥和太子妃了。 「那老头还在外面？」 「回王爷，霍爵爷现在还在外头候着。」 今天是假日，一早侍卫便向他通报霍丞要求见他，不用想也知道这老头的来意，这早就在他的预料之中，册封亲王後，这老头肯定会有所行动，只是早晚的问题。无所谓，他压根儿没把霍老头看在眼里。 「让他进来吧。」若不是想赶紧把事情给解决掉，那老头就算冷si在外面他也懒得管。 不久，在侍卫的带领下霍丞被带到大厅，啓枫就坐在这儿等着。 「都下去吧。」冷声吩咐着。 「不知霍子爵此时入g0ng有什麽事？」很明显地故意装做不知道霍丞一早就等候在外的事实。 说到底还不都是为了他那个宝贝nv儿敏佳。 若是啓枢阿哥倒还好，但这啓枫阿哥就…… 霍丞这时不得不承认，他确实是挺怕这小子的。 好b此刻，在啓枫寒凛的注视下，他还是得y着头皮将准备许久的台词说出来。 「说下去。」几乎是命令道。 呵……这个白痴。 「这个……微臣已和那名记者谈过，劝他不要写这篇报导，但是……」 「小的实在是没有立场……但是……如果是身为王爷的丈人……」 「所以你现在是在威胁我？」 「如果不想太难堪，在我把禁军叫来把你轰出g0ng廷之前，你现在马上给我滚。」既然已确认这老头的念头，不再给他说下去的机会，啓枫毫不留情面的赶人。 霍丞狼狈的离开g0ng廷，两天後霍丞被以对皇室不敬之名废除子爵之位。 「最近累坏了吧？虽然不是大婚，订婚仪式也是很累的。」 兰熙摇头，甜甜的笑道，「不会啊，有姊姊来陪我，我一点都不觉得累。」 「姊姊……」兰熙瞬间脸红。 「不管怎麽样，能够幸福我都会为你高兴的。来，这个给你。」紫曦从手提袋里拿出两条围巾，一条粉红se，一条暗红se，两条围巾的角落还各别绣上了l-c和q-f的英文字，那是兰熙和啓枫的名字英文缩写。 「谢谢姊姊。」兰熙满心欢喜的收下，即使每年都收得到姊姊的礼物，但每次收礼物的心情都像第一次拿礼物的心情一样开心。 「嗯。」兰熙点头，将紫曦送的围巾抱在怀里，「啓枫哥晚一点会来。」 兰熙心想，有这麽疼ai她的姊姊，还有ai她的啓枫哥，她真的觉得好幸福，就是有着这样的幸福感支持，这阵子的辛苦又算得了什麽呢？ 「我们从小就认识，除了对彼此深深的了解，还有就是对彼此的感情。」宣布订婚消息後的第二天，啓枫破天荒地接受媒t的访问，当记者问他会决定跟董鄂家二格格订婚的原因，啓枫充满坚定的回答。「所以，我很确信她是要与我共渡一生的nv孩。」 不过无论外界怎麽b较，都不会影响到她们的姊妹之情。 「不了。」紫曦笑着摇头，「我怎能做你和啓枫之间的“蜡烛”呢？这可是你们共同度过的第一个耶诞节呢。」 看着平日总是冷着一张脸的啓枫，在面对兰熙时才会露出难得的笑与温柔，紫曦是真心的替兰熙高兴也为他们祝福。 她喜欢菖兰，被厚重的j包围保护着的柔弱花朵，就像将外套衣领竖起半掩着脸庞的含蓄nv子，也像落入凡间而不知所措的羞怯天使。 「苍尧，耶诞快乐。」 收下围巾的一刹那，两人眼神相对，一gu无形的电流在两人之间流窜蔓延，紫曦那双乌溜溜的灵动大眼彷佛会说话似的就这麽盈盈的凝视着他，有那麽一瞬间，他真想不顾一切地将她紧紧拥入怀，告诉她自己就是她思念的啓枢，但最终理智仍是战胜了内心的yu念。 紫曦……我能ai你吗？ 「为什麽不能？」啓枫的话在他耳边响起，「毕竟你失去的已经太多了，拿回一样属於自己的，有什麽不行？」 这些原该是属於他的，却因为这场g0ng变，让他从身份尊贵的皇族阿哥，成为心里只有恨的复仇少年，这麽多年来，惟有藉着思念与回忆紫曦的心情，来让自己充满仇恨的生活里保有一丝丝温暖情感。 这个让他心系多年的nv孩，他知道自己对紫曦的心意，如果真要讨回一样，他当然要紫曦！他的爸爸妈妈无法复活，他也不要皇位，他只要紫曦！但是他却不能这麽做，即使他知道紫曦的心里始终都挂念自己，他还是不能这麽做，因为这麽做会伤害到紫曦，他不能因为自己的私yu而让紫曦背负骂名，也不愿让一向疼ai自己的皇nn因为此事而伤心烦忧，更不希望因为自己的出现而让皇室再一次掀起皇位之争的sao乱。 “今年的耶诞节你怎麽过呢？ 外头虽然下着雪，却因为有你的陪伴，我一点都不觉得冷。 我的心也跟着降到无尽的寒冷境地。 我多麽希望能够将对你的思念，化为羽，随着风，飘飞到你的身旁。 我现在的心情真的很失落， 云漪，我ai你，我真的很ai你、很想你。 但是，我现在发现我做不到了。 现在，我只能靠看着你的相片来想你， 云漪，我的ai，今生我是一定要跟你渡过了。 所以，云漪，我唯一的挚ai，你一定要等我。” 他现在的心情，就像在信里所说的一样，他非常的想念云漪，见不到她，他的情绪是万分惆怅的，他每天每天都在想她，有时甚至会在夜里想她到流下泪水。 应该不久了吧？ 云漪，我们就快重逢了啊。 「唉……」轻叹口气，啓桓将视线移往一旁的桌上，桌上摆了个袋子，那是刚才曹内侍拿来的，说是紫曦送来的，啓桓走过去，好奇的打开袋子，拿出里头的东西。 “我知道你现在应该在和云漪聊sn或写信，所以就不打扰你了。 另一条就让你亲手交给云漪罗！ 紫曦” 紫曦……真是个聪慧的nv孩。 他知道与紫曦离婚後宗亲们将会把责难归咎到紫曦身上，所以他暗下决定也算是接受了啓枫的提议，他不会把这个责任全部丢给紫曦，至少他也要减低这件事对紫曦的伤害，这是他唯一能为紫曦做的。 ???紫???曦???从???睡???梦???中???惊???醒???，???望???着???四???周???，???知???道???自???己???是???在???景???祺???g0ng???才???明???白???刚???才???只???是???在???做???梦???。 ???「???母???亲???，???您?? 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