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「那麽，要不要顺便办婚礼呢？啓枫也到了该成亲的年龄了啊。」皇后接着说。 「也对。」太后看着啓枫，「不知二阿哥心里是否有中意的人呢？若是有，就让你在封爵後准备婚礼，届时可能会忙碌一阵子。」 「有。」啓枫说。 「哦？是哪家的格格？」 宣和七年十一月十号 当晚，在他预料之中，他的太子哥哥啓桓来到了他的未央g0ng。 「哥，你是不是有什麽事想说？」啓枫平静的看着啓桓。 啓枫低头沉思了一段时间，「我想先听听你打算怎麽做？」 「事情不会这麽顺利的。」啓枫摇摇头，「首先，光是和太子妃离婚这件事就很困难，现在不只在皇室，甚至在民众的心目中太子妃是完美的，她的声望甚至b你这个太子还高。」 「所以你和太子妃要离婚，但不能公开离，至少在你出国前不能让长辈们知道。再来，你要以留学的名义出国，而且不能去奥地利，你总不会以为你要出国，长辈们不会调查叶赫那拉家那nv孩在哪个国家念书吧？要是让长辈们查到你要去的国家她也在那儿，我想你恐怕也是去不了的。」 「现在也只有这个方法不是吗？」啓枫提醒着，「别的先不说，太子妃就快满十八了吧？你们……还没圆房不是吗？」眼见啓桓脸se一变，他又继续说，「总之，我可以帮你想办法，只是你自己要再想清楚，如果真想和那nv孩在一起，有些难关是你们必须要面对的，没有十全十美的事。」 未央g0ng 晚上七点，刚用过晚膳，啓枫在自己的寝g0ng里看书，过了一段时间，他才冷声问外头的侍卫。 「呵，他可真有耐x啊。」啓枫冷笑，眼里带着诡谲的嘲讽。。 这天很冷，他就故意让霍丞在外等候一整天，既然这老头真敢来要胁他，那麽他也不必客气。 「是。」 「参见王爷。」也许是心虚，霍丞根本不敢正眼看啓枫。 未赐坐，也没吩咐内侍常在准备茶水，让霍丞站在儿，摆明就是要给他难堪。 「是……是这样的王爷……」怎麽回事儿？他今儿个应该是来谈条件的，怎麽会怕起眼前这曾是他的学生，年纪也足以做他儿子的毛头小子？ 敏佳从小就想嫁入皇室，发生戊寅g0ng变前，人们理所当然的都认为当时的皇太子恒铭之子啓枢将是未来的皇位继承人之一，也因此敏佳一心就将啓枢当做对象。因为父亲是啓枢与啓枫师傅的关系，敏佳曾入过g0ng两三次，所以对啓枢与啓枫b较有印象，戊寅g0ng变後，啓枢失踪，敏佳并未把目标转到成为皇太子的啓桓身上，反而一心一意的想成为啓枫的福晋。 唉…… 不为别的，就为他身上所散发出的那gu邪气，还有那双凌厉冷酷的眼神。 「微臣最近收到一个消息……事实上，微臣有个友人是报社总编辑，据他告诉微臣，他们的报社有个记者想写一篇有关王爷您的报导，但是这报导内容对王爷似乎……」 「是……这报导的内容，大致上说在王爷您对现任太子的不满，还说您已於近日秘密找到悯显亲王，并将拥护悯显亲王为皇位继承人……王爷……这报导无论是否属实，想必都将对王爷的声望造成一定的影响……」 「所以？」 啓枫挑眉，等他继续说下去。 总算是露出马脚了。 「不……不是的王爷……这……」 以这种愚蠢的方式来威胁他，霍老头啊霍老头，你真该庆幸你是活在21 霍丞狼狈的离开g0ng廷，两天後霍丞被以对皇室不敬之名废除子爵之位。 「最近累坏了吧？虽然不是大婚，订婚仪式也是很累的。」 兰熙摇头，甜甜的笑道，「不会啊，有姊姊来陪我，我一点都不觉得累。」 「姊姊……」兰熙瞬间脸红。 「不管怎麽样，能够幸福我都会为你高兴的。来，这个给你。」紫曦从手提袋里拿出两条围巾，一条粉红se，一条暗红se，两条围巾的角落还各别绣上了l-c和q-f的英文字，那是兰熙和啓枫的名字英文缩写。 「谢谢姊姊。」兰熙满心欢喜的收下，即使每年都收得到姊姊的礼物，但每次收礼物的心情都像第一次拿礼物的心情一样开心。 「嗯。」兰熙点头，将紫曦送的围巾抱在怀里，「啓枫哥晚一点会来。」 兰熙心想，有这麽疼ai她的姊姊，还有ai她的啓枫哥，她真的觉得好幸福，就是有着这样的幸福感支持，这阵子的辛苦又算得了什麽呢？ 「我们从小就认识，除了对彼此深深的了解，还有就是对彼此的感情。」宣布订婚消息後的第二天，啓枫破天荒地接受媒t的访问，当记者问他会决定跟董鄂家二格格订婚的原因，啓枫充满坚定的回答。「所以，我很确信她是要与我共渡一生的nv孩。」 不过无论外界怎麽b较，都不会影响到她们的姊妹之情。 「不了。」紫曦笑着摇头，「我怎能做你和啓枫之间的“蜡烛”呢？这可是你们共同度过的第一个耶诞节呢。」 看着平日总是冷着一张脸的啓枫，在面对兰熙时才会露出难得的笑与温柔，紫曦是真心的替兰熙高兴也为他们祝福。 她喜欢菖兰，被厚重的j包围保护着的柔弱花朵，就像将外套衣领竖起半掩着脸庞的含蓄nv子，也像落入凡间而不知所措的羞怯天使。 「苍尧，耶诞快乐。」 收下围巾的一刹那，两人眼神相对，一gu无形的电流在两人之间流窜蔓延，紫曦那双乌溜溜的灵动大眼彷佛会说话似的就这麽盈盈的凝视着他，有那麽一瞬间，他真想不顾一切地将她紧紧拥入怀，告诉她自己就是她思念的啓枢，但最终理智仍是战胜了内心的yu念。 紫曦……我能ai你吗？ 「为什麽不能？」啓枫的话在他耳边响起，「毕竟你失去的已经太多了，拿回一样属於自己的，有什麽不行？」 这些原该是属於他的，却因为这场g0ng变，让他从身份尊贵的皇族阿哥，成为心里只有恨的复仇少年，这麽多年来，惟有藉着思念与回忆紫曦的心情，来让自己充满仇恨的生活里保有一丝丝温暖情感。 这个让他心系多年的nv孩，他知道自己对紫曦的心意，如果真要讨回一样，他当然要紫曦！他的爸爸妈妈无法复活，他也不要皇位，他只要紫曦！但是他却不能这麽做，即使他知道紫曦的心里始终都挂念自己，他还是不能这麽做，因为这麽做会伤害到紫曦，他不能因为自己的私yu而让紫曦背负骂名，也不愿让一向疼ai自己的皇nn因为此事而伤心烦忧，更不希望因为自己的出现而让皇室再一次掀起皇位之争的sao乱。 “今年的耶诞节你怎麽过呢？ 外头虽然下着雪，却因为有你的陪伴，我一点都不觉得冷。 我的心也跟着降到无尽的寒冷境地。 我多麽希望能够将对你的思念，化为羽，随着风，飘飞到你的身旁。 我现在的心情真的很失落，太子妃为妻，我应该是该满足的，但这一切的名利权位对我来说，都不能与跟你在一起相b，这才是我此生的心愿啊。 我一直以为自己可以忍，忍到与你再次重逢的日子。 你可知道，这段见不到你的日子，不能将你拥入怀的日子，我有多难过？ 究竟何时才能再紧紧地抱住你呢？ 如果不能跟你一起，我的人生将会是灰暗的、没有意义的。 啓桓盯着电脑萤幕，认真的将信件打完後寄出，写信给云漪，是他每天必做的事。 重逢的日子是何时呢？ 啓枫已经封为亲王，这就代表他和紫曦的约定可以实现了。 虽然如此，但是在还未真正在一起前，他终究是要藉由思念着她度日。 是两条围巾，一条白se、一条淡紫se，还附了一张粉橘se纸条 这两条围巾是我的一点心意， 耶诞快乐 看完纸条的内容，啓桓浅浅一笑，心里仍旧带着无奈。 这段日子相处下来，他真的把紫曦当做贴心的朋友，甚至亲人。 ???「???母???亲???…???…???」 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