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???此???时???，???他???们???已???来???到???北???海???最???美???的???园???中???之???园──???静???心???斋???，???两???人???的???距???离???也???拉???近???了???些???。 ???啓???枫???瞅???着???她???，???眼???里???充???满???了???从???未???有???过???的???热???烈???情???感???，???看???得???兰???熙???心???头???怦???怦???跳???。 ???而???啓???枫???则???是???越???来???越???靠???近???她???。 ??? ???首???都???机???场???人???cha0???众???多???，???其???中???包???括???了???送???云???漪???出???国???的???啓???桓???、???紫???曦???和???沁?? ???「???一???定???要???等???我???，???云???漪???，???相???信???我???，???我???一???定???会???请???求???父???皇???废???了???我???的???皇???太???子???之???位???，???到???时???後???我???们???就???可???以???真???真???正???正???的???在???一???起???。???」 ???啓???桓???满???眼???不???舍???的???盯???着???云???漪???，???此???时???他???真???想???将???她???紧???拥???入???怀???，???但???他???不???能???这???麽???做???，???今???天???他???之???所???以???还???能???来???送???云???漪???，???也???都???是???因???为???紫???曦???在???长???辈???们???面???前???再???三???保???证???，???他???们???只???是???纯???粹???以???朋???友???的???身???份???送???云???漪???，???再???加???上???沁???婷???、???恒???锐???等???人???都???跟???着???，???长???辈???们???才???放???心???让???他???来???。 ???「???当???然???可???以???。???」???云???漪???望???着???紫???曦???笑???道???，???两???人???便???走???到???另???一???处?????话???。 ???接???过???链???子???，???云???漪???深???深???的???看???着???紫???曦???，???心???底???早???已???认???定???这???个???朋???友???，???「???谢???谢???你???，???紫???曦???，???有???这???条???链???子???和???你???的???祝???福???就???b???任???何???东???西???都???还???珍???贵???了???，???我???一???定???会???好???好???珍???藏???着???。???」 ???这???时???，???紫???曦???俯???靠???云???漪???的???耳???边???低???语???，???「???我???相???信???你???和???啓???桓???哥???很???快???就???会???再???重???逢???的???，???偷???偷???告???诉???你???一???个???秘???密???，???其???实???我???已???经???有???了???心???上???人???，???我???心???里???的???这???个???人???，???就???像???你???对???啓???桓???哥???、???啓???桓???哥???对???你???一???样???，???是???今???生???今???世???都???不???会???改???变???了???。???所???以???你???千???万???别???对???我???感???到???抱???歉???，???啓???桓???哥???注???定???是???属???於???你???的???，???明???白???吗???？???」??天???告???诉???她???这???件???事???是???真???的???还???是???只???是???要???令???她???安???心???呢???？ ???看???着???云???漪???望???着???自???己???手???上???的???链???子???，???再???以???充???满???疑???问???的???眼???神???看???着???自???己???，???紫???曦???只???是???微???笑???不???语???。 ???云???漪???点???点???头???，???看???着???众???人???，???最???後???的???目???光???则???是???停???留???在???啓???桓???身???上???。 ???即???使???再???怎???麽???不???舍???，???终???究???还???是???要???离???别???，???但???是???这???样???她???便???满???足???了???，???毕???竟???最???初???她???是???打???算???只???带???着???对???啓???桓???的???回???忆???静???静???离???开???，???只???是???没???想???到???认???识???了???紫???曦???，???紫???曦???是???她???与???啓???桓???感???情???里???的???奇???蹟???。 慈宁g0ng。 「皇nn，紫曦是我的福晋啊！您怎麽能把我的福晋指给啓桓呢？」 「唉。」看着啓枢小时候的照片，太后眼眶不禁盈满泪水，「枢儿啊，你究竟是生是si？如今在何处？这些年是怎麽过的呢？皇nn好真的想你啊，若是平安成长，你现在也有十八岁了，是忘了亲人而无法回来？还是因为怨恨父母亲的si不愿回来呢？可怜的孩子啊。」 很快的，到了传统三大节庆之一的中秋节。 晚宴在太后的慈宁g0ng举行，皇室成员们围坐在一张圆桌子上，太后居中坐在上位，右边是皇帝皇后，再来是皇太子夫妇啓桓与紫曦，啓枫则是坐在啓桓的身边，与长辈们面对着。 「不会的，皇nn，今天对我来说还是新奇的一天，我觉得很高兴，又怎麽会感到累呢。」 「是啊，皇nn，像这样的庆典，以往都只能在电视上或在g0ng廷周围观望，如今我也成了要为这些庆典而忙碌的一份子，对我来说当然是新奇的啊。」紫曦望着太后微笑，声音清脆的说。 太后这麽一说，皇帝与皇后也同意的笑了，啓桓与紫曦两人互看了一眼，虽然笑着，心里却不免有些心虚，而一旁的啓枫则是脸上带着微笑，眼里却略过若有似乎的嘲讽。 「母后说的是，这件事儿臣已经在准备了。」皇帝也看着啓枫说道。 这时长辈们的焦点话题都在啓枫身上，这让他有些讶异也有些飘飘然，表面上仍是不动声se的听着。 毕竟与啓桓的情况不同，若是啓枫还没有对象，长辈们是不会b他成亲的。 在坐的人都感到好奇，不知是哪个nv孩能够让啓枫看上？ 「这个……现在还不是说的时候。」啓枫看着太后、皇帝皇后，恭敬的说，「但是我保证这个nv孩一定会令你们满意的。」 啓枫十八岁生日这天，正式被册封为颖亲王。原本，册封爵位的皇子必须要搬出g0ng廷，但宣和皇帝为啓枫准备的新府邸还未整修完成，因此在府邸整修完毕之前，啓枫仍是继续住在g0ng里。 「恭喜你了，啓枫。」 「还记得当时在承德别墅我向你提过的事吧？」 「我本来想，等父皇册封你亲王後就和紫曦离婚，并请父皇废了我的太子之位，然後我再到奥地利去找云漪。」 「所以？」 「你的意思，是要我瞒着长辈们？」他知道提出和太子妃离婚必会引起轩然大波，但他怎麽也没想过要用这种欺瞒的方法，他要正大光明的和云漪在一起。 看着啓桓似乎已同意自己的建议，啓枫露出了个啓桓未查觉的狡黠笑容。他明白他这位太子哥哥一心一意只想和叶赫那拉家那nv孩在一起，因此他的意见啓桓百分之十是会听的。现在只要把啓桓送出国，接下来就剩他那亲ai的侍卫堂哥和太子妃了。 「那老头还在外面？」 「回王爷，霍爵爷现在还在外头候着。」 今天是假日，一早侍卫便向他通报霍丞要求见他，不用想也知道这老头的来意，这早就在他的预料之中，册封亲王後，这老头肯定会有所行动，只是早晚的问题。无所谓，他压根儿没把霍老头看在眼里。 「让他进来吧。」若不是想赶紧把事情给解决掉，那老头就算冷si在外面他也懒得管。 不久，在侍卫的带领下霍丞被带到大厅，啓枫就坐在这儿等着。 「都下去吧。」冷声吩咐着。 「不知霍子爵此时入g0ng有什麽事？」很明显地故意装做不知道霍丞一早就等候在外的事实。 说到底还不都是为了他那个宝贝nv儿敏佳。 若是啓枢阿哥倒还好，但这啓枫阿哥就…… 霍丞这时不得不承认，他确实是挺怕这小子的。 好b此刻，在啓枫寒凛的注视下，他还是得y着头皮将准备许久的台词说出来。 「说下去。」几乎是命令道。 呵……这个白痴。 「这个……微臣已和那名记者谈过，劝他不要写这篇报导，但是……」 「小的实在是没有立场……但是……如果是身为王爷的丈人……」 「所以你现在是在威胁我？」 「如果不想太难堪，在我把禁军叫来把你轰出g0ng廷之前，你现在马上给我滚。」既然已确认这老头的念头，不再给他说下去的机会，啓枫毫不留情面的赶人。 霍丞狼狈的离开g0ng廷，两天後霍丞被以对皇室不敬之名废除子爵之位。 「最近累坏了吧？虽然不是大婚，订婚仪式也是很累的。」 兰熙摇头，甜甜的笑道，「不会啊，有姊姊来陪我，我一点都不觉得累。」 「姊姊……」兰熙瞬间脸红。 「不管怎麽样，能够幸福我都会为你高兴的。来，这个给你。」紫曦从手提袋里拿出两条围巾，一条粉红se，一条暗红se，两条围巾的角落还各别绣上了l-c和q-f的英文字，那是兰熙和啓枫的名字英文缩写。 「谢谢姊姊。」兰熙满心欢喜的收下，即使每年都收得到姊姊的礼物，但每次收礼物的心情都像第一次拿礼物的心情一样开心。服侍她的常在答应，就是她的书了。如今情形不同，兰熙住进别g0ng，除了她这个做姊姊的有时间就会来看她外，她那未来的未婚夫啓枫几乎是天天来，可以想见兰熙将来嫁给啓枫会是个幸福的小王妃。 她是世上最幸福的人了。 一开始，皇室对外宣布啓枫的订婚消息时她也吓了好一大跳，她喜欢啓枫，也明白啓枫对自己的心意，只是如此突然的宣布订婚消息仍是让她吓到了。 啓枫这段告白，不只深深感动了兰熙，也让一向给民众感觉神秘冷酷的二阿哥啓枫获得了“深情王子”的封号，人气也一夕之间b皇太子啓桓高出了许多。而即将成为皇室准王妃的兰熙，因为与太子妃紫曦是亲姊妹的关系，更是成为众所瞩目的焦点，八卦媒t也免不了的要将这两位妯娌加上姊妹的皇家媳妇b较一番。就目前媒t所做的民调来看，皇太子夫妇受到较年长一辈的民众喜ai，他们认为形象端庄聪慧的太子妃紫曦拥有作为一国之母的条件。而颖亲王这对准新人有如王子公主般地结合，则是让许多年轻人羡慕不已。 「姊姊，等会儿就一起吃晚餐吧。」 姊妹俩又聊了一会儿，直到啓枫来打了个招呼紫曦才离开。 出了兰熙的屋子，一gu冷飕飕的寒风迎面吹来，今晚很冷，但紫曦还不想这麽早回g0ng，因此兴起了逛西花园的念头，若她记得没错，别g0ng的花园里有一处种满了和承德别墅一样的菖兰花丛，虽然是冬天但也会被悉心照料着，所以她决定前往看看。 前往别g0ng花园途中，紫曦低头看了一眼手上的手提袋，想起了一件事，於是拿出手机拨了一串号码── 紫曦清脆的声音与温煦的笑容仍停留在苍尧的脑海里。 抚0着桌上那条蓝se围巾，他的心又不禁紧缩。 苍尧在心里不断问着。 啓枫的话没错，戊寅事件让他失去的岂是三言两语可道尽的？爸爸、妈妈、童年的快乐、幸福、甚至是皇位继承权…… si去的父母亲是不可能再重生，时光也不可能让他再回到g0ng变前的无忧童年，而使他失去一切的就是皇位，也因此他更无心争取皇位继承权，至於紫曦…… 所以，他只能选择以现在的身份──颖亲王的贴身侍卫，默默的守护他的至亲……默默的陪在紫曦的身边。 我还记得去年的今天， 今年少了你在我身边，除了无限的思念，还是无止尽的思念！ 不知你对我的思念，是否就像我对你的思念一样的深呢？ 这样，就可以让你感受到我对你的思念。 或许在别人的眼中，贵为这个国家的皇太子，倍受尊宠，又有个美丽聪慧的太子妃为妻，我应该是该满足的，但这一切的名利权位对我来说，都不能与跟你在一起相b，这才是我此生的心愿啊。 我一直以为自己可以忍，忍到与你再次重逢的日子。 你可知道，这段见不到你的日子，不能将你拥入怀的日子，我有多难过？ 究竟何时才能再紧紧地抱住你呢？ 如果不能跟你一起，我的人生将会是灰暗的、没有意义的。 啓桓盯着电脑萤幕，认真的将信件打完後寄出，写信给云漪，是他每天必做的事。 重逢的日子是何时呢？ 啓枫已经封为亲王，这就代表他和紫曦的约定可以实现了。 虽然如此，但是在还未真正在一起前，他终究是要藉由思念着她度日。 是两条围巾，一条白se、一条淡紫se，还附了一张粉橘se纸条 这两条围巾是我的一点心意， 耶诞快乐 看完纸条的内容，啓桓浅浅一笑，心里仍旧带着 紫曦……真是个聪慧的nv孩。 他知道与紫曦离婚後宗亲们将会把责难归咎到紫曦身上，所以他暗下决定也算是接受了啓枫的提议，他不会把这个责任全部丢给紫曦，至少他也要减低这件事对紫曦的伤害，这是他唯一能为紫曦做的。 ???紫???曦???从???睡???梦???中???惊???醒???，???望???着???四???周???，???知???道???自???己???是???在???景???祺???g0ng???才???明???白???刚???才???只???是???在???做???梦???。 ???「???母???亲???，???您???想???对???我?????什???麽???呢???？???」 ???第???二???天???，???由???苍???尧???陪???着???，???两???人???来???到???她???母???亲???的???墓???地???。 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