(' 作者有话要说：
5月2日：
存稿箱君曰：
本章的诗歌，来自于泰戈尔的《最后的星期集》。
ps. 咦明天就是200章了吗时间过得真快啊。。。
我猜大家一看这种出没在正文上方的作者有话说，大概就会猜到本章会有配乐君突然来袭！【什么鬼
本章的配乐，来自于jennifer hudson在s-m-a-s-h里唱的歌i can#039t let go。
以作者菌的尿性，选择这首歌当然一是因为它旋律好听，二是因为它的歌词意味深长。。。
大概的意思就是说妹子死心啦，你想要重新开始，可是我的心难以忘怀以前受过的伤什么的。。。
they say nothing lasts forever
well, i wish that that were true
#039cause this achingmy heart won#039taway
they sing, everything must change,
they say that time will see you through
well, i#039ve listened and i#039ve waited for that day
but i wakewith this anger
and the pain won#039t letbe
and the □□ile i share
is only there for show
if i hangto this heartache
thensoul will notfree
so i keep trying
but i just cannot let go
i can#039t let go
oh, i needto remind me
i can#039t let go
oh, i just repeat the past
and though your arms are saying yes
i feelheart keep saying no
i wantlove you
but i can#039t let go
i havelive through bad beginnings
and i#039ve seen unhappy ends
so i close the book
before the story starts
i#039m just a witnessmy lifetime
and i#039m a strangermy friends
i#039m a trafficker
of broke and damaged hearts
now, you askto start over
but it#039s easier said than done